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Kayla [userpic]

I have no excuses.

March 8th, 2007 (10:29 pm)
scared
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current location: my bedroom
current mood: scared

I am an awful person! Yes. It is true!

I simply have not looked at a computer in a very long time. But I am biting back my fear of being sucked back into this way of life (because... that's what it ends up being) and will begin to manage my time wisely. Wisely!

SO. A little about me. (Again.) I work at Wal-Mart! It's not very fun. It actually kind of sucks! But it pays my meager bills.

I have a boyfriend who is much older than me! I get picked on a lot for this, which also kind of sucks, but that doesn't matter because I like him a lot, and he likes me a lot, and there is a very good chance that he's not leaving any time soon because if we broke up he would drink himself to death. (That is something we're working on!)

I am not currently going to school! This just plain sucks.


At the moment I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I think I want to go somewhere local for a year, make a mind-blowing portfolio, send it to an art institute, have them pay for my schooling, and live happily ever after! (It's not a refined plan, but it is better than nothing!)

I don't know what I want to go to school for. I just want to get in at this point. That's not so good! I've been trying to narrow down what exactly I like to do and what I would like to spend my life doing. I haven't figured it out yet. I like working with my hands. I like working with fabric, and paint and paper, and yarn.

I've decided that this journal is now going to keep tabs on everything I am making with my hands. Every acheivement will be recorded here, to help build my esteem and help me figure out what I want to do in the long run. I will be crocheting, quilting, sewing, drawing, art-ing! I'm going to try and work on my deviantart account too. :(


At the moment I am working on!

A crocheted granny square afghan for my boyfriend. It's half done, and I just realized that I've been doing it wrong! This project is on hold due to severe disappointment.

A quilt inspired by a game, for the quilting challenge on craftster.com. It will focus on Zelda, which I have much love for.




...I am pretty ashamed for not coming back in so long! And I am also ashamed at my extensive use of exclamation marks in this entry!

Kayla [userpic]

:o

September 1st, 2006 (04:42 pm)
crushed

current mood: crushed

omg

am I the only one who thought The Iron Giant was a good movie?

a-am I?



D8

Kayla [userpic]

you're just a dirt-covered radish.

August 10th, 2006 (01:52 am)
crushed

current mood: crushed

My thoughts upon watching Like The Clouds, Like The Wind




DDDDD,8



SO SAD. And it's worse, because they threw in that ADORABLE scene just one minute (ONE MINUTE, SERIOUSLY) before the TRAGIC, and my heart just shrivelled up and died. So what if history didn't have a happy ending? LOOK AT DISNEY.




:( <\3

Kayla [userpic]

Of birthdays

July 27th, 2006 (09:26 pm)
current mood: creative

A big huge HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my one and only lover sunnysides. You have a present on the way! I am just behind on things. D:

I am also 18 now. OH THE WORLD IS SO BRIGHT

Kayla [userpic]

If Fireblast misses one more time I am going to scream. ...RAHHHHHH.

June 13th, 2006 (08:25 pm)
apathetic

current mood: apathetic

So that was definitely more than two days and I am very sorry about that. D: However, I am now a high school graduate! I swear, lj will be my downfall. Who knows what would have happened if I hadn't banned myself from its alluring and sexy glow. So much has happened! But I don't really feel like talking about everything, so. In a nutshell.

High school=over. Rest of life=failure. :DD;

I am finally going to go see a counselor to let out everything I have kept inside since I was eight. About time.

I got a laptop as a graduation present which is being used to type this update at this very moment. OMG.

I need to find a better paying job. And apply to school. And not be a bum.

I am officially addicted to Tales of Symphonia, wth. I'm only like what. Two years late? Plus, now I remember seeing this funny icon of Kratos and someone else and he was like, wanna yaoi? *blush!* and the other guy was like sure! But I can't remember who the other person was and it is driving me insane. I want to say it was Genis, but that's sort of wierd.

There was a Pokemon tournament on Monday where me and my pals duked it out and I dominated. Except against Sean, who obliterated me. Serously folks, who has fire-pokemon with electric moves? My Lugia got raped. D:

I am now goingto relax and watch everything I have downloaded but haven't gotten around to watching yet which includes but may not be limited to: Trinity Blood, Kai Doh Maru, Gankotsuou, Macross Zero, Bleach, etcetcetc

Then maybe I'll catch up on my manga reading.

Thank god for Japan.

Kayla [userpic]

D:

May 20th, 2006 (11:24 pm)

Short hiatus.

ETA 6-6: Extended hiatus because of my computer suddenly crashing and never wanting to wake up again.

I'll be back in two days, I swear. D:!

Kayla [userpic]

(no subject)

May 17th, 2006 (08:07 am)

I would really love to tell Tommy how much I hate him.

Kayla [userpic]

Rider's High.

May 14th, 2006 (03:01 am)
scared

current mood: MMMM, ADRENALINE

I am fully aware that I need to wake up in four hours for work but oh my God Eureka seveN is taking complete control of my limbs. I would totally do a spoiler cut for episode twenty but there's really no need since all that would be there is Renton Renton Renton Renton Renton Renton what have you done Renton Renton holy shit HOLLAND.

Yeah. I seriously have an adrenaline rush from watching it, which is crazy. It's just. It's so good. But I want to see more Dominic soon, because he's totally one of my favorites now even though he looks like a woman. And Anemone? Best batshit villain ever, especially since she's what, thirteen?

UGH MORE.

I will try to sleep now. AND FAIL.

Kayla [userpic]

Mom, Haruhi's using foul language!

May 9th, 2006 (07:31 pm)
cranky

current mood: Caffeine-deprived

So I got dragged into Ouran. This surprises no one. It is srsly funny, though. God, I love it when Haruhi is all, "There's a word for this, what is it, what is it, oh yeah, OBNOXIOUS," and then Tamaki immediately crouches in the corner all depressed. XDDD I am finding the anime way easier to understand than the manga, though.

Aaaaand doodles.Collapse )

Eureka Seven, download faasterrrr

eta: lmao I definitely spelled Tamaki wrong.

Kayla [userpic]

Feeling crafty.

May 6th, 2006 (03:02 am)
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current mood: creative

So since school has been a bitch lately, I've been doing crafty odds and ends here and there which involve No Thinking and just Doing. It helps with the stress, sometimes. So! STUFF. Like a shirt. And purse.Collapse )

Also. There is nothing better than coming home to see that Buzzer Beater has only eight minutes left of downloading time.

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